mercredi 5 janvier 2011

2010, A Year in Review

I posted these same questions at the end of 2008, which was the year I left DC and joined the Peace Corps. 2010 was just as much an important year of change as 2008, just not quite always so happy.   The year was dominated by being in Senegal, leaving my village, attending some weddings in the US and working at a coffeehouse, and arriving in France. It has been tough to mentally marry all of the experiences into the same 12 month period, balancing them all without focusing on one more than the others, which I don’t think I was always successful with. Sorry to those of you who had to deal with my  moods readjusting to life and thanks for your support. I try to remember that every experience is a chance to learn and grow and makes us who we are.

Most Focussed Period
January through the end of April, my last few months in the village and last chance to accomplish things before COS. I hosted a few HIV/AIDS education classes, a weekend-long peer educator training, fenced in the women’s garden, attempted to protect the trees around the school (for the 3rd and final time), formed a village hygiene committee, worked with students in the school garden, COS Conference and WAIST, continued my PST work, traveled to a few different places, enjoyed time in the village with Baby James and friends, hosted my replacement, finally published the Serere-English Dictionary, and realized that 2 years was not nearly enough time.

Most "No way! Is That Real?" Moment
Packing up my hut and leaving the village.
Sunset in Dogon Country, Mali
Or, standing on top of the plateau in Dogon Country, Mali, admiring the scenery below as the sun set, taking pictures, drinking millet beer with friends, and realizing that I didn’t want to leave West Africa. And then having a crazy thunder storm blow in that night while we were sleeping on the roof of the campement, and had to protect ourselves underneath our sheets.  Those kinds of things don't happen in the US.
And also the time I had to lecture a guy in Serere, on Easter night, for taking us on a hoax of hyenna search, lying, being incredibly rude, and trying to take our money. I had never expressed myself so strongly before, in any language, and my friends could do nothing but stare on (because they didn’t speak Serere). I was incredibly angry and also really impressed with my language skills :)

Lowest Point
The morning of April 22, when I was loaded onto a charret with about 25kg of peanuts and a few possessions and driven out of the village, my family members and I all crying. It was so much more difficult than arriving in my little Senegalese village two years before.  I was proud of my work and felt very loved but wasn't ready to close that chapter in my life.  Fortunately I was able to spend the entire afternoon in Kaolack watching Glee and then headed to Mali the next day.


Best Feeling
My last days and weeks in the village, the prayers, gifts, and well wishes people sent me off with. Knowing that my village and my boss considered my service a success and that people actually cared about me. The songs, dances, and prayers the Ndiomdy women did for me was overwhelming.

Also awesome: Easter Vigil mass in Palmarin, where I heard the Word of God proclaimed in Serere.  The entire mass was in Serere, though as the only visitors, we were greeted in French.  However, I understood the priest's Serere words more than any mass I had ever attended in French or Wolof.  The music was incredible and I even recorded part of it, plus the holiday was spent with a good friend and a new friend.


Most Pivotal Moment
Getting on the plane in Dakar to return to the US, knowing that I wanted to extend but feeling like I was already too obliged to things in the US. Attempting to accept that a new chapter in my life was being written and realizing that things would never be the same, while also planning my return, hopefully in the next few years.

Most Humbling Experience
My village sisters trying my Kraft
Mac&Cheese
The love I felt from my village when I left, and every time that I have called them since. Knowing I made Senegalese men (and women) cry when I left made me realize that they cared as much about me as I them.  Knowing that it was relatively "easy" for me to leave, but most of the people in my village can never imagine leaving to go to Dakar or Kaolack, let alone across the ocean, and life would stay more or less the same in Ndiomdy for the next several decades.


Favorite Weekend
Either COS conference/WAIST in Senegal, which was more than just a weekend. It was my last time to hang out with my stage (the group of PCVs who arrived with me in March 2008) and many people from the region. The week included good food and great friends, a choreographed Bollywood dance routine (dream come true!), lots of dance parties, and memories without words.
With Leslie and Zane
Or driving down with Lori to Jenna and Wes’ St Louis wedding. The wedding was fun, it was great staying with Lori’s friend Katy, and I saw my dear friends Leslie and Mike Dallas for the first time in over 5 years, and met their new son. So much amazingness in one weekend!


Toughest Day At Work
The day after my 25th birthday, going into Kaolack to purchase fencing supplies for the Ndiomdy women’s garden. After a day spent purchasing and haggling over prices, the terrible car we had to rent (since the community truck was in a terrible accident the week before) broke down on the outskirts of Kaolack, I had to pay the repairs and for several cars just to get us back to the village, WITHOUT the supplies. I didn’t get home until midnight, angry at the world, and the supplies didn’t arrive until more than 24 hours later, in the dark. It then took the men of the village three months to (improperly) install the new fencing. A lot of angry words and protesting got them to mostly fix it in my last week, but there were still a few things not totally completed when I left the village. The women told me it wasn’t my fault, but the men’s, and that they were happy to be able to garden again because they never thought it would happen, but I was disappointed in the way things turned out. I would really LOVE to see the state of the garden now, and what tasks were completed. I did it for the women however and not myself.

Most Satisfying Day At Work
Realizing that my peer educator training weekend was a success (though stressful and exhausting in the planning and implementation) when the 42 trained high school students started leading their own health sessions at their schools without and prodding from me, and really took leadership roles in their communities. Knowing that I started something that will hopefully continue and spread, making an impact across a generation in the Djilor area. One can hope. It also helped me realize that my future is in public health training, specifically in health educator training.


Longest Wait
4 Months: the time between returning from Senegal and heading to France, killing time working at the coffeehouse and going to the gym.


Most I-Can't-Believe-I-Just-Got-Away-With-That Moment
Getting back into France after Emily and Brian’s wedding, without the immigration guy caring that I didn’t yet have a “titre de sejour.” In fact, he didn’t even look at my visa, just studied my 10-year old passport picture. I had spent the first three weeks in France panicking and obsessing about not being allowed back in the country, talking to different government offices, and email harassing people, being told I probably wouldn’t get back in. In the end, the immigration guy didn’t even care. What a waste of time. I then had to fight my way through a country of striking train workers, teachers, and oil refineries to make it back to my little Burgundy town. I spent less than 4 days out of France.


Highest Point
Knowing that going to Senegal was the right decision, that I did a good job, and that I will always have the love of my village.
Also, giving the Maid of Honor speech at my best friend’s wedding, knowing that the French bureaucracy trouble and expenses was worth it to be able to celebrate with Em and Brian.



2010 was definitely a rollercoaster year, so what will 2011 hold?  Roog soom a andu, Only God knows, but hopefully it will be on the up and up.  It will definitely be yet another year of new adventures, of that I'm sure!

From my email

Bonjour tout le monde!

Below is a random compilation of numbers representing the past year in my life, in mostly random order.  It was a year of difficulty and change, laughter and dancing, great friends both old and new, family in the US and Senegal, learning a new job (not the coffee one), and frustrations and victories.  A year that changed my outlook on life and goals for the future.  A year of discovering new places and rediscovering old ones.  A year when the lives of many around me changed with new and expanding families while I used a machete to forge my own path through the forest of life (to quote from my favorite middle school teacher).  It was also a year when I finally realized that wherever I am, I am far away from most of the people I love, which gave me a surprising amount of peace and freedom in what I do and where I go.  I have no idea where 2011 will take me, but that's half the fun!  And now, 

2010, A Year in Numbers

Number of…
Transatlantic flights: 4
Non-ocean crossing flights: 9
Weddings: 4
Bridesmaid dresses: 2
Money spent calling Senegal on Skype: $90
New jobs: 2
Residences: 3, on 3 separate continents
Months lived outside of the US: 8
Grand total: 36
Countries spent time in: 8 (Senegal, The Gambia, Mali, USA, France, Germany, Austria, and Spain)
Currencies used: 4 ($, euro, cfe, dalasi)
Sunny days: 190
Cloudy/rainy days: 120 (NOT in Senegal)
Days with my sister: 5?, but definitely not nearly enough
Group fitness classes attended: 65 (or thereabouts, Zumba, Body Jam, Body Flow, Yoga, Sh’Bam)
Text messages sent: 1,023, perhaps (Mostly to other PCVs in Senegal)
Blog updates:  19
Hours spent in transit: at least 351 (that’s 14.625 straight days)
Wine drank: I would rather not comment on how many bottles J
Types of cheese consumed: 30 or so
Cups of chai tea drank: 172
Lattes served: a few thousand
Visitors hosted: 7 (all PCVs, in 3 different countries)
Languages used: 6 (4 frequently)
Student leaders trained: 42
Gardens worked in: 5
Kilometers walked: probably a few hundred, if not more
Dance parties: far too few
Packages sent to Senegal: 4, plus several letters
Packages received from all over: 10, I think, but the kindness has boggled my mind
Mini RPCV reunions: 4 (Chicago x2, Baltimore, Semur)
Pairs of legwarmers: 2
English teachers I "work with" in France: 8 (supposed to be 9)
Different groups of English students: 40
Total students: about 520
Serere wrestling matches: 4
Trips to DC: 2
Friend couples with new babies: 4
Hours spent people watching: 101
European Christmas markets: 9
New countries I really want to visit: 5 (Morocco, Turkey, Sierra Leone, Chile, Burkina Faso, as well as anywhere else someone wants to send me)


Also...

Favorite discovery: Zumba, it’s such a fun and freeing dance exercise and one of the few things that kept me from going absolutely nuts this past summer.  If only there was a Zumba class here in Semur…
People of the Year:  It's a TIE! 
Farba Diouf.  He was my Batman in Senegal, always helps PCVs and other foreigners, enjoys a good laugh, and demonstrates true Senegalese teranga.  Since leaving, he still calls me on occasion just to say hi and check in.  He’s a great person with a true commitment to his family and community.  My second year of PC service would have been entirely different without him around.
 My dad, for being the backbone of the entire extended family, always helping me out so much from abroad, and going back to school for a degree in Accounting.  I’m so proud of you!  (and don't be upset about the shout-out here!)

More posts coming soon, Inchallah.


NOTE: within 30 hours of posting this/sending the email, Farba called me!  He doesn't have regular internet access or know that I gave him a shout out here, but he always seems to "know" when I talk about, write about, or otherwise think about him and all of the help he provided during my service.  Or when things here in Semur aren't going well, he just seems to know to call and greet me.  Incredible!  [I should also probably, finally, do a personality post about him just to better describe who he is and why in my honest opinion, he is The Best person in Senegal...but I'm a little biased :)  ]