A little emotional and I'm nostalgic, so please take no notice

Part of preparing for my time in Senegal is the inevitable series of goodbyes, where excitement for Senegal and a new adventure mix with the fact I have to leave so many loved ones back here.

Today was an emotional day: last shift at the coffeehouse, a few more WWI goodbyes, (probably) last metro ride, last African Dance class, and last time seeing some of the MTC kids.

The last shift was fine. Many regulars and newbies were very supportive and I spoke with one man who said his "wife wouldn't be the same person had she not done PC in Cameroon," which is always great to hear. Of course there were some annoyances and awkward things, but it was a fine last shift and fun and chill hanging out with them at Comet, laughing a lot. I'm going to miss that place a lot--we're a beautifully dysfunctional family, love 'em!

It was also my last opportunity for some rockin' West African dance...that is, until I get to Africa, woot! Mama Marcia was as encouraging as ever, we did my favorite dance (Wolosodon; it's about freedom and overcoming adversity), and the drums were hot! I was so happy and had a huge, dorky smile (a la my cheerleading days) the entire class and then she put me in the middle and people (some I had never even spoke to) danced for me. It was so empowering and encouraging to know that people were honoring me and supporting me in my dreams and what has occupied so much of my time this past year. I then danced and while I mildly screwed up (confusing break), I just let it go and loved it! Awesomeness. When I think about how much I feel like I've changed since I started this class a year and a half ago, it boggles my mind. Maybe it's just me, but I've felt my soul lift and been much more joyful than I was. I really love the drums and the steps and am looking forward to celebrations and ceremonies when I get in Country. As Mama Marcia said, when I get to Senegal and the drums start, "they're gonna wonder where you came from" as I start dancing.

I also love talking with people (even had a few opportunities today) to talk about why I'm doing this and what helped me make the decision. It reminds me that amidst the sadness and nostalgia of leaving, I am very excited for the new and challenging chapter of my life that it less than two weeks away...!