jeudi 18 septembre 2008

Six Months in Senegal, A Reflection

Well, this is not really a reflection as much as it is a list of observances. A reflection might imply it is more personal or with really deep insights. This is neither, really.


So this past weekend I celebrated my official 6 months In Country, as we say. Yea, 6 months, weird huh? When a fellow PCV in another country near me hit her 6months, she wrote an email listing all of the things in her life that had drastically changed, keeping tally in a way of her different experiences. While I don’t have a tally, I have some general thoughts, listed in no particular order

Ways my life has changed in the past 6 months:
-I now get almost daily marriage proposals
-I bathe outside in the sunlight, with a bucket and well water
-I live in a 3x4m hut with a grass roof, `nuff said
-I am malnourished… (working on overcoming that though)
-Coffee is Nescafe with powdered milk rather than a beautiful and delicious latte
-I LOVE buckets
-I hand wash and line dry all of my clothing
-Rarely do I really understand what is going on around me
-I can use up to 4 different languages in daily interactions
-I realized that I cannot kill every cricket in my room, but have the right to be annoyed by them, but especially by frogs and mice in my hut
-I am rarely ever actually clean
-I hate traveling in this country, but also cannot stay in my village for more than a few weeks without going more than a little crazy.

Ways my life has remained the same:
-Ridiculous things happen to me or around me on a daily basis
-I have great friends and family (in the States and in Senegal)
-I love mail and email
-Simple things make me happy
-I dance a lot
-Oatmeal with peanut butter and bananas is still my favorite breakfast, when chocolate chip pancakes aren’t available
-Crowds and lots of people overwhelm me
-I journal a lot

There are a lot more than listed for both, but these are the ones that really stood out in my head as I sat typing at the Kaolack computer this morning.

It is crazy to think about how much things have changed in my life in 6 months. I constantly feel torn between thinking I still know nothing about life here and realizing how much I do in fact know. I’ve been here 6 months, but that’s still only 6 months. However, I was able to reasonably answer new trainees questions about life in Senegal, which made me realize I do actually know a lot. Another Volunteer, 1 year in, mentioned that 6months in Vols shouldn’t be invited to help with PST because we are too new and thus know nothing, but then some COSing Vols stood up for us, saying the first 6months is when you really learn the most in the shortest period of time because life is just soooo different and you have to adapt fast. It was energizing meeting the new trainees and knowing that my Stage is no longer the newest group In Country. I see some things in them that remind me of my Stage and it’s good to be able to observe things in them that I’m sure the Vols we met during PST saw in us. Really, it is like high school or college. My Stage is now the sophomores of PC Senegal, or "wise fools" as the word means. I think it is quite fitting.

6 commentaires:

Katie a dit…

Mom said that you might get called back to do this sort of thing again, right?

Although your coffee may not be a delicious latte, can you imagine HOW DELICIOUS your first couple of latte's back in the states will be? When you come home next summer you will DEFINITELY have to have one! :)

By the way- I had a huge praying mantis on the lock on my front door the other day when I was trying to leave for Physical Therapy! I FREAKED OUT! (Dad can vouch because I called him!) And then I laughed all the way to physical therapy about how you must feel everyday surrounded by bugs and mice and frogs in your hut...makes me feel spoiled.

Mom a dit…

I loved your posting. I'm glad that some things about you are still the same. :)
Sometimes I think it is good to not have so much experience when you are teaching something to someone. You still remember what it feels like to be new and confused and you can really help them with all they need to know. You might even think of some things that they don't even think to ask.
We love you!!
Mom and Dad

Rob a dit…

Congrats on your six months, "wise fool!" Before you know it, you'll be entering your senior year, right? :)

Jodi a dit…

Congrats. on your six months anniversary!  It is still so hard to imagine your new life. What strength and courage you have shown and that is what makes you such a great candidate to help out the newbies.
Love,
Jodi

Unknown a dit…

toubab in lettuce
my favorite memory
you in senegal :-)

six months already?
i will drink latte for you
love and miss you!

Unknown a dit…

i forgot an i :-0
that last haiku should have read:
i love and miss you